Have you ever heard the expression that opinions are like assholes, everyone has one? The same goes for excuses. For the past several months I have attempted to “make a comeback” on wordpress, only to feel overwhelmed and close the program feeling defeated. In the past, all of my posts have had tags, and pictures. I even attempted to be grammatically correct when I wrote. I am literally sitting here right now SMH thinking I don’t have time for all that.
When I tell a story I always struggle with where to start. You’re probably thinking “start at the beginning dumbass”. Where is the beginning though? For example, when I talk about Einstein. Do I talk about meeting him when I was 15 years old and falling head over heels in love at first sight? Or do I summarize the last 30+ years by saying he is the one I love to hate? When I talk about my family, what am I “allowed” to talk about? What am I allowed to share? When I talk about MS do I have to repeat 1000 times that I am talking about MY experience only and that everyone is different or can I assume that someone knows that?
All of these questions are my excuses for not writing.
After a few beers on New Year’s Eve, (yay for liquid courage) I finally decided to just jump in. ( I do that a lot by the way….just jump in)
Several years ago, I read the words, “If your life was a novel, would anyone want to read it”. I wonder about that all the time. Is my story a good story? If I wrote a book about myself would it be a comedy or a tragedy? To be honest, I’m not sure what people would think. Let’s find out shall we?
This week I would like to spend some time talking about the “characters” in my story. (Yay I found a place to start)
Go for it girl, I like your posts
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Aw TY!!!!!
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You are still doing a lot better than me on the blogging front. I think about it all the time but never act
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Ty Steve! I can totally understand! I struggle with not wanting to present something half assed and as a result procrastinate like a pro.
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That’s a nice start (said my the queen of excuses).
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I love you Bojana!
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Love back, hon.
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we all go through this Grace. The reason I have been blogging again is that i stopped overthinking content and format and just wrote about what was on my mind. Sure, I edited the posts but I let it flow and I think my writing has improved and I am able to articulate my intent more easily
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I’m testing out “talking out my blogs” Im sure thats not the correct terminolgy. Speech to text maybe? My biggest challenge right now is making the time. AND finding a quiet place to do so…lol
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I’ve noticed your blogs are shorter. That’s good. You used to put a tremendous effort into your blogs and they were great but I know it’s intimidating to sit down to. Now you’re shooting from the hip and keeping it simple. Quality content
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Awww! Ty… You always have been good with your words 😛 I’ve missed you my friend
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I’ve missed you more…
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